When We Were Ours

At seven years old, Mara Bell learned that love and safety were not the same thing.When CPS arrived at her chaotic home, she was separated from her siblings and placed with her father—a man who promised rescue but delivered something far more complicated. For years, she perfected the art of survival: reading his moods before the storm, making herself small enough not to shatter, loving people who hurt her because that was what her body had been taught.Her mother was in prison for murder. Her father cycled between sobriety and addiction. Her siblings were scattered across the state, each carrying their own version of the family's fracture. And Mara learned the hardest lesson of all—that you cannot save people who do not want to be saved, and that trying will destroy you.Then she met Noah through a late-night message, and for the first time, someone saw her without asking her to disappear.But being seen is terrifying when you've spent your whole life learning to hide. As Mara's relationship with Noah deepens, her carefully constructed survival strategies begin to crack. Her father's addiction resurfaces. Her mother's case reaches its devastating conclusion. And Mara must finally confront the question that has haunted her since childhood: Can I love someone without losing myself?When We Were Ours is a tender, unflinching exploration of family fracture, trauma, and the quiet courage it takes to break cycles. It follows Mara from removal to adulthood as she learns that healing is not about forgetting what happened—it's about choosing, every single day, to build something real. Raw and lyrical, intimate and bruised, this is a story about what it means to love yourself first, and how that love becomes the foundation for everything else.Perfect for readers of Lessons in Chemistry, The Glass Woman, and Remarkably Bright—readers who crave literary fiction that doesn't shy away from pain, but finds grace within it. Read more